Thursday, January 7, 2016

CTRF "(Not So) Small Talk": Never Say Never

Some time previously, I can recall saying i'd never ever (ever, ever, EVER) be the person in every single situation I've faced over the past few years. Life. One thing I've learned from past struggle is holding it all inside is never beneficial. I can understand being private, but if it overpowers your thoughts, you need some type of relief. Some people pray (!!!), shop, sing, draw, meditate, and the list drifts on. I write, and while i'm also private and will probably never tell it all (unless I write a book one day) ... i'm generally open.

No shame. I started from the bottom, so I have nowhere to go but up. I can't help how people feel about me: regarding my style, my past, my goals, my dreams, my mistakes, what I stand for, who I am... and it's really none of my business. Learned that. Fuck an opinion (sorry, actually i'm not, but you know). I can only be Charisma. Another thing I've learned is that your story and your advice can be the pebble of inspiration someone has been searching and yearning for. Put your pride to the side, sometimes. Open up, somehow.

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